Leave name and fame. I have a method that will not decrease your fame nor will your income decrease. Whatever you are earning, continue to earn it. Whichever condition you are in, remain in that condition. I am not giving permission for sin, but I am giving a sincere way for repentance. So that, if there is no qualified islah (reformation), fine, but at least it will be better than pitfalls. Make some improvement at least. If you do not take medicine, at least save from harmful foods.
If you’re a weak patient, then a sympathetic doctor can accommodate you to some degree. So that you can put away the medicine for awhile and temporarily tell you such a cure from which the disease will not increase. This method will have to be used to for change in your current condition. So, for the time being, I will also relate such a spiritual cure. There will not be any loss in your business, your income will not decrease, and there will be no difference in your dignity and prestige. Although you won’t become healthy from this cure, but the disease will also not increase. Then, inshallah, at some point or another, your condition will resolve itself and you will regain complete health inshallah. I can relate such a cure in which there is definitely no harm to your worldly life, while there will be a definite improvement in your Deen inshallah. Although it will not be the highest quality of improvement, but it is better than nothing.
That cure is this, that every day, eat as you are eating, but before you sleep, not in the Masjid, rather at the place where you sleep and have solitude, even turn off the light so that no one sees you and there is no noise – read 2 rakaat of namaaz nafl with the intention of repentance and read this dua,
“Oh Allah! I am your extremely disobedient servant. I make the intention of obedience but nothing can happen with my intention while everything can happen with Your intention. I want my islah to be done but I never build up enough strength. My islah is all in your control. Oh Allah! I am extremely incompetent, and extremely evil, and an extreme sinner. I am becoming hopeless – help me! My heart is weak. I don’t have the strength to save myself from sins. Provide the means of my forgiveness from the unseen.”
For at least 10 minutes, repent in this way. And also say the following: “Oh Allah! All the sins that I have committed thus far, through your Mercy, forgive them. Although I don’t promise that I will not do these sins again, I know I will do them again, but I will have them forgiven again.”
So, ask for forgiveness of your sins everyday in this way and show your helplessness openly. And make dua for your islah and mention your incompetence strongly with your own tongue. “I am so incompetent, I am so evil and such a terrible person” Admit yourself to be awful in front of Allah. Do this for just 10 minutes every night.
Look, you don’t have to drink any medicine, you don’t have to stop your carelessness, just perform this little solution before you sleep. You will see that after some days, from the unseen, there will see the means for your strength to have increased without any decrease in your dignity and fame nor there any hardship to get there.

My Faiths Goal
May Allah Ta’ala grant us His Love and the Love of Rasulullah (sallallahu alayhi wasallam) , such that it becomes easy to give up all sins and submit to His Obedience. May He protect us all from the mischief of nafs and Shaytaan. May He fill our hearts with Love, Adab, Akhlaq and Sabr for this beautiful Deen and inspire us in being a practical and good Muslims and be true role-models to our community.
"I want to die with my forehead on the ground,the sunnah in my heart,Allah on my mind, the Quran on my tongue & tears in my eyes."
Remember
Through the Zikr of Allah Ta’ala one may achieve recognition and Maarifat of Allah Ta’ala.
(Hadhrat Moulana Muhammad Zakariyyah rahmatullahi ‘alayh)
"if one lives for Allah alone love and peace would prevail in this world. When one is inspired by this,then whatever one does becomes devotion to Allah."
(Khwaja Nizamuddeen Auliya rahmatullahi ‘alayh)
(Hadhrat Moulana Muhammad Zakariyyah rahmatullahi ‘alayh)
"if one lives for Allah alone love and peace would prevail in this world. When one is inspired by this,then whatever one does becomes devotion to Allah."
(Khwaja Nizamuddeen Auliya rahmatullahi ‘alayh)
'Allah will aid a servant of His so long as the servant aids his brother.'
- Sahih Muslim
- Sahih Muslim
Light of Dawn
I wake with the light of the dawn whispering with joy in my heart and with praise on my lips. In stillness and twilight i stand before you bowing, prostating i call Allahu (swt).
My eyes see your beauty in the dawn's golden hues. My ears hear the thunder as it gloriies you. The rhythm of my heart beats the sound of your name. My breaths rise and fall with the tide of your praise. My soul knew and loved you before i was born and without your mercy is lost and fortorn.
Wherever i may wonder down the pathways of life, my cry to you Allah (swt), is "guide me to ligfht" through all fear and helpness, to you do i turn for your breath of healing and peacedo i yearn. For all that i have , my Allah (swt) all that i am is from you, is for you and to you will return. Inshallah
My eyes see your beauty in the dawn's golden hues. My ears hear the thunder as it gloriies you. The rhythm of my heart beats the sound of your name. My breaths rise and fall with the tide of your praise. My soul knew and loved you before i was born and without your mercy is lost and fortorn.
Wherever i may wonder down the pathways of life, my cry to you Allah (swt), is "guide me to ligfht" through all fear and helpness, to you do i turn for your breath of healing and peacedo i yearn. For all that i have , my Allah (swt) all that i am is from you, is for you and to you will return. Inshallah
In the following months biographies of the Companions of the Prophet (s.a.w) will be published..